Sunday, December 14, 2008

What about Miche??

Well, what about me??

A good question. One that must be answered in steps. Little by little as I challenge myself to blog, I hope to answer the question completely. I would hope that those who know me would be so kind as to NOT tell me you happened upon this. I would like to freely divulge my thoughts and feelings without a filter.

I turned 40 this year. I wasn't hit too hard by it. That may have something to do with the Lexapro and not so much the benchmark of 40.

I haven't had sex since May...or was it March. I can't remember. And it had been December before that!! I made a commitment to go back to church thereby resulting in the no sex thing. Most days, it's easy. Some days not so much!!

Church is great. I'm Mormon. That in and of itself is a complicated issue in that I believe with all that is in me that it is the one true church on the earth and that it's teachings and doctrines are the path to eternal happiness. However, my flesh is weak even though the spirit is willing.

As with most people, I have a dysfunctional family. I don't consider this a detrement, I actually consider it an asset. My family rocks!! We are all a little wacked in our thinking. We laugh all the time. We tend to avoid. We don't write; we don't call. We're good people just sometimes as individuals it's a bit hidden. My family is a force to be reckoned with.

A little about me...I'm a Dallas Cowboys fan. I am actually going to Texas Stadium next weekend to fulfill my lifelong dream of seeing the Cowboys play at Texas Stadium. I'm BEYOND excited!!

I'm doing my best to get over my ex-boyfriend. Yeah, I need to do better. He's married. Something I swore I'd never do because of what happened to my mom but I ended up being the other woman for almost 7 years. I don't regret it. I loved and was loved very deeply. How can I feel bad about that?? Ok, don't answer that!!

LOL...funny how my first real thought about myself was about sex. UGH!! Tonight it's hard!!

Have a good one!!
Always
Miche

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