Or is it???
I kissed someone last week. He's a co-worker. He wanted to kiss me so I let him. The first kiss was a quick little kiss. He used the whole mistletoe excuse. At first I just brushed him off as being silly but then I realized he was quite intent on kissing me so I let him.
Then he sent me a text telling me how soft and sensual my lips were and that now he wanted more. LOL...of course he did!! Who could resist the power of my kiss??
So later, he called me into one of the rooms in the back. I thought there was something wrong with a patient. He pulled me into the room, shut the door, grabbed me and really kissed me. I was floored!! It really made my entire body hot.
Afterwards, I had to think about it. Did I get all hot and bothered because HE was kissing me or was it because I was being kissed?? I haven't been kissed like that since March or even May. I think it was May. Which ever month it was, it's been WAY too long!!!
I still don't know why I got all hot and bothered. But I do know that it made me miss HIM and HIS kisses. UGH!!! Why?? Why can I not get over him?? Why do I still love him?? ERRR.... It drives me insane that if I think of any type of physical contact with a man, I want it to be with him. Oh well, someday it will be different but for today...
I still long for his touch, for his kiss, for the sound of his voice. And that's ok for now.
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